Friday, March 25, 2011
the tsunami wasn't the scary thing...it was the nuclear fall out. Since I was a child...there was always this concern, or fear...that we would be radiated. We were supposed to build fall out shelters...not many did...and the rest of us...were amazed and jealous of those with the where with all to pull it off.
I was in Anaheim at the Natural Products Expo----when I woke to hear that my boat, car and house, could have been wiped out, from the Tsunami. Weird really...the day....the realization, that in that one morning...my life could have taken a drastic change. Thanks goodness it didn't. I love my life.
Then as we watched to see what happened, I had finished a terrific expo, had a fun Organic sushi night with my industry friends, spent the night with my beloved Vista Organic gardening family friends, and driven to Yuma to see my Mom. It was a full week. Full of concern, innocence, amazement, and some fear. I don't like fear....never had too much time for it. But, here it was.....sitting heavily on my heart. What to do? What could I do? What could I afford to do ?
So...I enjoyed time with my mom, and her long long long honey do list. Funny...after awhile, she was just bossing me around. I had to remind her to say thank you. Then scold her for being so closed minded about the rickety old step she won't replace for her RV. She is sooo stubborn. She says we must trust her, and leave her to her own devices. I worry, a bit, as she could fall out, and seriously hurt herself. Then she would have a hard time living on her own. I found a really good one, up one of the roads at River's Edge RV park, and the man that would make it for her, deliver it, and set it. She refused! Even said, she would lock Cal and I out of her RV, if we didn't leave her alone. She sounded like a 10 year old......I laughed about it several times....and told her friends and we all laughed..her too...after awhile.
The balance is to leave her safe, and support her in her independence, without being stupid about it. She has her mind and is still funny and clear. Thank Goodness! again...with the Goodness....Goddess...the Gods....the universe...whatever it is for you...for me....it is goodness!
And so.....the next adventure....keep up with the HGC protocol and minimal calories.....Clarity focus and weight loss....good pairing. During the initial 21 days---I felt so amazing...like this was a magic elixer. For me it balanced me...I felt mentally clear, calm, yet very energized. This amazing balanced feeling... kept steady in me during the 3 x a day doses, until the 23rd day. I did lose 15#----the HGC resets the hypo thalamus gland, which orders the repositioning of the bodies stored fat. I lost inches too.....amazing..really.
Now, I am in between doses. They say to go without the HGC for 6 weeks--so as not to become immune to it. My pendulum showed it as being a strong healer for me. I loved it....I felt wonderful on it. I plan on using it for many years to come.....indeed...it felt like I'd been drinking of the fountain of youth.
Another goal....or adventure... involves using some tricks I've learned about selling on Craig's list.....when I stick to it...I've done pretty well...moving out electronic things etc, I don't need anymore.....so the plan is to sell the rest of these items.....and buy the Street Strider! I am 3/4 there.....$$$ wise.... Check it out.... http://www.streetstrider.com/ --- have you seen one yet? I am fascinated! I feel this is the perfect exercise for me.
Then I must stick to it.....lose the whole 40 lbs.